Dislike does not say it all...

abhorrent

abominable

anathematic

defamatory

despicable

detestable

execrable

fastuous

flagitious

hateful

heinous

invidious

loathsome

nauseous

objectionable

obnoxious

odious

opprobrious

outrageous

repellent

repugnant

repulsive

vile

These words defines what I feel towards myself... characteristically.